The little shadow that runs through the grass

sorcererestranged:

*shakes head* No it’s fine. You’re one of the few people who I can trust.

*sighs* I don’t-…I know I love them both very much…I do still owe myself to Clea as her husband, what’s hard to deal with and come to terms with is that has has been alive this whole time while. Alive and imprisoned by her uncle while I was off….”moving on”.

And after the conversation he had with Constantine I doubt Howard will ever want to see my face again.

*smiles at that, glowing just a tiny bit, then grows serious again*

Stars, I can’t imagine you’d know right off the bat. Loving them both isn’t hard to understand. But don’t—I don’t think love isn’t a bank, I don’t think it’s about what you owe someone. It’s so much more weird and complicated than that.

*quietly* Please don’t beat yourself up over something that isn’t your fault.

What conversation with Constantine?

(Source: mesmiranda)